Today I was sad and sitting on the edge of my bed. He came over to me, grabbed my hands and pulled me to my feet. He put my hands over his shoulder and wrapped his arms around my waist. Slowly, we started swaying to the nonexistent music. He smiled, and the way he looked at me with his soft blue eyes made me melt. He grabbed my right hand and spun me in a circle before trapping me in a long, tight hug. He leaned over and kissed me and everything else seemed to disappear. For those few minutes I wasn’t sad anymore.
I fuck everything up. Even the one thing I want the most.